The Future Awaits

Mengenakan jaket angkatan Delapan 2013

Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, akhirnya lulus dari SMAN 8 Jakarta.
Achivement unlocked: Leave the hill together.

Now, the future is right in front of me. Suka sakit perut deh, kalau mikirin ini.
"Gue mau kuliah di mana ya.."
"Gue jadi apa ya..."

Time flies so fast. Perasaan baru kemarin gue masuk 8, ngerasain kaderisasinya, homesick di kost-an. Ya ampun sekarang udah lulus aja.

Goodbye ;'')

"....It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way..."

Nothing Last Forever - Maroon 5

"....I'm at a payphone trying to call home

All of my change I spent on you

Where have the times gone, baby, it's all wrong

Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember

The people we used to be...

It's even harder to picture,

That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,

But is it too late to try?

And in our time that you wasted

All of our bridges burned down

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,

I would still be holding you like this

All those fairy tales are full of it.

One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Now I'm at a payphone...."

Payphone - Maroon 5

"....Ooh you... You turn my whole life so blue

Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again

Ooh you... Successfully tore my heart

Now it's only pieces

Oh nothing left but pieces of you..."

You  - Ten2Five

"....You said move on

Where do I go

I guess second best

Is all I will know

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test...."

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

"....Hey there now

Where'd you go

You left me here so unexpected

You changed my life

I hope you know

cause now I'm lost

So unprotected

In a blink of an eye

I never got to say goodbye

Like a shooting star

Flyin' across the room

So fast so far

You were gone too soon

You're part of me

And I'll never be

The same here without you

You were gone too soon

You were always there

and like shining light

on my darkest days

you were there to guide me

Oh I miss you now

I wish you could see

Just how much your memory

Will always mean to me...."

Gone Too Soon - Simple Plan

He sang Nothing Last Forever. I sang Payphone, You, Thinking of You, and Gone Too Soon.

Look like a desperado chick? I guess I was, hahahahaha.

But now I'm fine, I'm in a gooooood mood and condition. :-)

Still in recovery, though.

For you. Yes you, busy man yang ketawanya khas lebar banget lucu ngangenin itu xixixixixixi. By any chance you read this.....

Here's the sweet goodbye. We didn't say goodbye, did we?

I want to thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the lessons. Thank you for all those precious nasehat you gave to me. Thank you for being a nice role model. Thank you for being a lovely brother. Thank you for coming to my life at the right time. Thank you, thank you.

I'm sorry for the mistakes I made. I'm sorry I was so childish and messed up.
I've always wanted to say this all directly to you, but I don't have the guts to. I'm afraid you will take it as nothing.

I learned a loooooot from you. You changed me into a better person ;''') (Your favorite emoticon haha!). Sounds hyperbolic, but thanks to you, I can feel the meaning of love. Fall in love? I had never been there before I met you.

Allah has the best plans, right?
So, I guess it's time to turn the page.
Daaaaadaaaah, teruntuk kamu! Semoga berhasil dengan segala cita-citamu. Aku di sini mendoakan. Hope we can be good friends! :-) ;''')